Below are the 11 most recent journal entries recorded in diva2kayotic's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
6:22 pm	Updating Oh wow, its been awile! I have been with XANGA! its wwaaayy better than this...lol! But anyways, lately there has been a lot of drama in Laurel High School but nothing really had to do with me. I dodge that shyt. People these days, i swear...are a tripp. Oh well. Me and RRRAAAAYYYYY are doing real good. we talk on the phone til late everyday and talk about nothing but goodness. tee hee hee! this is my last week of cheerleading practice. then on saturday, the last football game will be the last game i ever cheer at. I cant do cheerleading for Laurel anymore. It sucks. I am an athletic trainer for the boys bball team. hopefully it will be fun and no drama gets in the mix of it. I went to the softball meeting today. YEA, you girl trying to play softball. There are some big girls that were on it last yea. If they can do it, i can do it...lol. but they probley good anyways. I hope i make varsity, it would be a lil emberessing to be a senior on jv. no no no, that will not happen. lol. ( i just farted...lmao). but anyways............ Me and Ray. We are always happy when we are together or even when we are apart. Ray has helped me realize how i just need to stay away from ppl that would bring drama to me. Listening to his advices is really helping me and i thank him for that. Thats my "CHOCOLATE DELIGHT"...lol. well thats all i have to say about that for now. Seee Yaaaa!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: chipper (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
1:02 pm	I didnt get in until like 4 in the morning from the step show. of course they had the step show which was off the hook then there were the after parties. it was nnnniiiiiccceeeeeee. The step show didnt start unitl 7 and the steppers were good. mya was a host and she looks so...natural. usually when u see her on tv its like, man shes so pretty, i wanna be like her. NNNOOTT! she looks like another girl walking across the street. Roose's steppers started to step. and of course they were good. everybody was cheering for them even though they were the only high school that performed. I hope our steppers will beat they asses. But the after party was fun. Other than having old guys with beer breath tryin 2 talk to me. ew! the music was hott, and so was the house we was partying in. omg! too many damn black ppl. but my cousin told me we had to leave cuz i cant be out that late. DAMMIT, in 4 months imma be legal so calm the hell down. tee hee hee! but overall that day was crazy and fun! Current Mood: crazy (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, October 21st, 2005
6:32 pm	Today we had a day off from school. It was raining. That was thr only thing that made it boring over here. But knowing me, i always find something to do. My mom had some leftover boxes laying around, and i made this big castle. OH SHYT! it was so freakin fun. then at the end i acted like the monster and i jumped on top of the bozes. that really hurted. the corners of the boxes are something not to play with....lol. then for the rest of my day, i slept! that was even better. I like this guy at my school. some of you might know him and some might not. his name is RAYMOND LEWIS. yes, the raymond lewis on the football team..#21, the chocolate one. tee hee hee! im not ready to jump into a relationship just yet cuz of my previous relationship. but ray is real cool and chilled back. IM GOING TO HOWARDS STEP SHOW ON SATURDAY! my cousin isnt trying to take me to the dance cuz she feels i might get cought up with a 20 year old or sumthing...lol, no im not (wink). sike naw, my mom would kick my ass. Welp, thats all i have for now!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: happy Current Music: I'll sing for you (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 13th, 2005
9:08 am	Yesterday at work, mt friend came in and was like did u hear about Brian's death. and i sadly said yes. then all of a sudden....i broke down crying. Yall dont understand, Brian is the first friend i have lost. I have never been in this situation before. It truely does hurt. But this morning im ok, i pray to God that hes in a better place and he will his wings. Current Mood: relieved Current Music: Aaliyah- I Miss You (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
6:22 am	Time To Let Go When i was in school yesterday.....i heard some guys talking about a guy that use to go to laurel and he was dea. knowing how nosey i am, i just had to know who they were talking about. Then the name came out....." Dawg, BRIAN MOSES is dead". Hearing that name shocked the hell outta me. I couldnt believe it. I know i just see him like two weeks ago in the mall still trying to get another chance with me. But of course i just said no cuz i had a b/f at the time. and he was already going through some stuff with his girl or i think it was his ex. but the last time i heard about him, he was in the hospital and rumor had it that he died and came back about 3 times. so i aint trip cuz i know if God was taken him away like that and bring him back, he will eventually just let us have him one more time. but i guess i was wrong. Brian......you are such a true sweetheart. We had so much fun in our foods class. You always had me laughin even when i didnt want to. I dont understand why somebody would want to hurt you like that and to end up in the hospital. I would like to go to your funeral but it would be to hard for me to that. You are my first friend that has left my life this way. So i aint use to all of this. Just know you will always be remembered in my heart forever, hunny. R.I.P BRIAN MOSES! Current Mood: shocked Current Music: Moment Of Silence (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
8:08 pm	Well, today was another ok day. Justin has been blowin up my phone non-stop and i continue not to answer it. And he leaves me these 5 minute calls on my voicemail. He says hes sorry, but he said that once too many times in the past. Oh well, but being single is so less stressful. Im paying more attention to my work, so hopefully my grades will be looking nnniiiicceee! We have a football game tomorrow. We play High Point. That dirty ass school. And its funny that we got the same school colors. (Even though they copied us). Cheerleading is still the same. Im quitting soon so i care less about it. But i hope my grades are good enough for me to get into a college that i really want to. I still need to finsih doing my research. I only have one college in mind and thats coppin state. I just talked to my peeps about it and they said i cant go because it is in a bad neighborhood. And im like, well you wont be going there so why does it matter to you? so they kinda blew me with that. but oh well, i will keep doing my research. If any of you guys know a college with a bomb ass nuring program.......hit me up and let me know. Current Mood: okay (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
10:32 pm	Well, its day two of being single and i still havent cried! (YIPPY ME) This morning i felt a little down but when i got to school, i got a lot of comfort from my friends. they helped me realize i dont need somebody that has cheated on me not once but TWICE! i dont need that bull shitter in my life. I just need to move on to bigger and better things. With the whole break up, its kinda nice to have because, this is the year i really need to concentrate on getting myself ready for college. Im not going to lie, i still love him. When you have been with somebody on and off for four long years, you cant just not love them the next day. As a matter of fact, i will always love him but please believe i will never forget what he has done to me. And for that, i will never give him another chance. For what? So he can creap around and do it again so i can sit there looking like a big dumbass AGAIN? HELL NO! The only men i need in my life anyways is JESUS and MY DADDY! But all in all, i feel crappy because i feel like i have just been used basically. Oh well, its time for Disha to go out to the clubs now and shake her booty like a white girl....lol!!!! Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Keyisha Cole- I Should Have Cheated (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
9:10 pm	Im not depressed but i am disappointed. Today me and my boyfriend were talking...and something went wrong, then we broke up. Its over! Im officially single now. I dont think i want a boyfriend for a while only because i went through so much with him, i cant imagine having a relationship with somebody else as of right now. I cant really say whut happend. I can only tell you that in private. But yea, im hurt. im not going to be depressed over the nigga though. HELL NAW! im just disappointed. And that just blew my whole day. I was having a happy-go-lucky day until this happened. im surprised i havent cried yet. I guess i get stronger everytime shyt like this happens. Oh well, imma go eat a pound of cookie dough now. Current Mood: disappointed (10 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 3rd, 2005
3:48 pm	Alright Alright Alright Alright Alright Alright Alright Alright Alright Alright Alright Alright! lol. i dont know is wrong with me. Today was a magnificent day. (did i spell it right?) Well anyways, today i asked this white guy if he would like to go to prom with me and he said he didnt want to hurt my feelings so hes not going to answer the question...LMAO! i was like damn, sasssssss! but oh well, im already taking my pooda....Justin. Well im gettin ready to go to work......damn i hate HALLMARK...lol! imma quit like in the next 2 weeks....maybe! Current Mood: crazy (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
9:22 pm	Unlike the other bad day i had, today was a better day. I was real chilled back today and everything went smoothly. Um, cheerleading......what can i really say about that? I already told most of the ppl on my squad that i am quitting when football season is over. Only because it is too much kayous and plus i wanna be manager of the boys bball team. (i get big community hours with that). But off of that. I feel bad for the two jv football players that were accused of raping those girls. them lil nasty fast ass girls knew they wanted it but as soon as they were about to be cought by a teacher....they asses wanna yell RAPE! thats that lil girl shyt right there. If i was them boys, i would find they azzes and stick a pencil up there "COOTERZ"....lol. ( i luv that word). ok, thats it for now! Current Mood: calm (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
8:27 pm	Untitled Today was real crazy for me. And for that, i am bitchy. I woke up today not knowing what the hell i was going to wear. THAT PISSED ME OFF. i got to first period, forgot all my homework i stayed up doing until 12. THAT PISSED ME OFF. After cheerleading practice was over.....my daddy was late picking me up. i looked like a freakin hobo sitting outside waiting for him. THAT PISSED ME OFF. Im just in a pissed off mood. I need some good sex... ha ha ha! sike naw!!!!!! Current Mood: bitchy (7 Comments |Comment on this)